Signs signs everywhere

I swear I'm losing it.  I'm seeing signs in EVERYTHING lately.  I really need to cut this crap out.  Everything is not a sign of something.  I know this is just my mind playing tricks on me, and damn it it's doing a damn good job at the moment.  So not fair.  If only my mind could focus on other things, but alas it cannot. 

*Le Sigh*

Trying so hard not to obsess...

But it's freaking hard not to.  I really don't want to go into details over why I'm obsessing right now.  I'll let the cat out of the bag eventually, but I'm not ready to share with the world just yet.  I just can't stand when I get this way.  It freaking consumes my mind all damn day long and I can't afford for that to happen.  I have work and family to think about first.  Thankfully I'm still on summer break from classes.  But I bet if I had classes going on right now it would help me keep my mind busy.  The fact that work is kinda slow doesn't help either.  

Ughhhh I  hate this shit!