Damn I suck at this

I know I've said a thousand times, but I will say it again. I suck at blogging.  I have so much going on in my head that you figure I would be able to blog easily.  But nope, no such luck.  I guess I'm more of a private person than I thought I was.  Either that or I truly just don't have much to share.  I tend to share when I'm upset or angry, which I haven't been that much of lately.  I guess that's a good thing.  That means that things are going relatively smoothly.  Truth be told, it's not.  I just choose not to bitch about it in public I guess.  Maybe one day I'll get better at this.  But until that day comes, I will suck at blogging and accept it.

New Journey

So it's time to embark on a new journey in life.  Not one that I really want to take, but it looks like I must regardless.  According to my doctor, I'm presenting with fibromyalgia like symptoms.  Lucky me.  This is something that my mother suffers with and it's not pleasant.  The pain I see her in daily is sicking.  And now it looks like this could be the root of all my pain issues as well.  Lucky me, NOT!  Now I get to take daily chronic pain meds that will most likely mess with me in some what shape or form.  I needed this like I needed another hole in my head.