Life is cruel and unfair at times

I just got off the phone with my cousin to see how her daughter is doing. She is still the same but is responding to pain. It also seems like she is trying to open her eyes, but just can't do it yet. The swelling is still in the brain but no hemorrhaging or any other problems of that sort. They're going to run a MRI in the morning. Poor lil girl is only 13 years old. How can something so horrible happen? I knew asthma was a killer, hell I have it. But I had no idea it could make a person comatose.

My heart is breaking for my cousin and for Brianna, but this just goes to show you that as a parent, we should never slack on the life saving medicine our children should be taking. If she had been on the medicine like she was told to be on, she wouldn't be in the state she is in now.

I would love to believe in God ya know, but it's things like this that make me question. I know we are here for many reasons, including suffering. But why make children suffer so? How does that make sense? How does that teach a lesson to the ones suffering? The only ones who could even possibly learn a lesson are the parents or other adults. And it's just not fair to make a child suffer in order for an adult to learn something in life.

This has me in the crappiest mood possible. I try not to think about it but I can't help it. It's on the back of my mind like you won't believe. I freaking babysat this child when she was only a few months old. I've seen her grow up into the young woman she's become today. Just please let her be OK. That's all I want for her to wake up and things be fine.

Damn it's been a while

I've been busy like usual but I also haven't exactly been in the blogging mood. This week has been a good one so I can't bitch about it. It started off with the circus on Monday and the kids loved it. Tuesday was just a regular day but with no classes. WOOHOO Spring Break!!!! Wednesday I had my follow up allergist appointment to start my allergy shots. I have to get them weekly or bi weekly at least. Kev met me and we came home and just relaxed. UMMM Ya relaxed that's it. lol Thursday he also met me and we just came home to chill. It's been nice just spending time alone. I love it when the house is empty.

T is off visiting her godmother for a few days, she should return tomorrow night. Doni came on Wednesday night so right now I just have her and lil man. I'll have to find something for us to do later, hopefully the weather won't be too bad and maybe I can take them to the park. I do have to go out regardless, must go to the butcher and get meat for the next few days. I should also pick up food for Sunday. Nothing special just maybe a bird or ham. I did pick up some clothes for the kids, oh yeah I did that on Tuesday I forgot about that. DOH! Nothing special just regular clothes they can wear over again. Jeans, polo and jean cap for Kev, a cute dress that T will wear in the summer. So it's not a waste of money plus I got them for a little over 20 bucks so that's all good.

We are thinking of just going to the movies on Sunday and that's pretty much it. My bro did want to do something but he failed to call me and set something up before he left for his trip. So I hope he doesn't expect us to travel or anything like that on short notice. Sorry bro love ya but shit you need to stick to your word. I do need to get some studying done but of course I haven't. I suck when it comes to studying. I've almost never done it. But hey I'm still a honor student so I must be doing something right.

Hmmm I really can't think of what else to write about so till next time.