Oh dear husband of mine,

Now please inform me when exactly are we supposed to sit down and have a conversation with your daughter about her behavior if you are never around to have that conversation with? And the times that you are around you don't bother to sit down and have one. So when I suggest having that conversation during the car ride home to her mother, you shoot me down stating that's not the time nor the place to have it. Do you think I don't know that, but when you are so sparse and she doesn't listen to anyone else, when else are we supposed to do this? Then you swear up and down that she is not being treated differently from the other children who do live with us, but when it comes down to it, you do treat her completely different!

You never truly discipline her, and when you do, you don't sit down and explain to her why she's being punished. You just do stupid shit like skip your visitation weekend because of how she behaved last time and not tell her the reason. HELLO MCFLY!!!!! Do you think she's going to magically know that you're fed up with her antics and that is why you're not picking her up? Communication is a wonderful thing oh husband. Maybe you should learn to have some with your kids!

With much love, even if I'm pissed off at you,

Your very much agitated wife.

It's Friday woohoo

It's finally Friday, oh how I've been waiting for this day to arrive.  Not only is it Friday, but one child gets to go back home to her mother today and stop making our lives hell for a few weeks.  I don't care how unlucky today is supposed to be, as long as she's going home it's a lucky day in my book.

I know I sound horrible, but geesh even this child's own mother says she's so horrible that she refuses to have more children.  Now if that doesn't speak volumes, I don't know what does.  I just wish we could turn back the hands of time and do something about how she was being raised sooner.  How I wish that the judges could have looked past my husbands skin color and gender and see that she would have been better off being raised by us.  Our kids are doing wonderfully and everyone finds them a joy to be around.  However, add her to the mix and people want to run for the hills screaming all the way.  Sadly I can't blame them since I want to follow suit.

The saddest part of this entire mess is that the mother takes no responsibility for "horrible" her child is.  Had she been a better parent, more attentive, caring and the like, maybe the child wouldn't be so damn "horrible."  Shame when a grown person is in denial over why they're the reason they child is the way they are.

3 Weeks to go

I can't freaking wait. In 3 weeks exactly we will be going on our first Disney family vacation.  I'm super siked to go since this will be my first time.  I can't wait to experience the rides and all that Disney has to offer.  The lovely smiles on my kids faces as they see their favorite characters, eat all the junk they could want and ride as many rides as possible.  Hopefully we will be able to hit Sea World too.  I truly want to see Shamu, my trip will not be complete unless I do.

Also, I would love to be able to see Zafera, my bff for many years who has been living in FL for the past 8+ years.  If we can pull off hanging out that would be totally divine.  Here's to hoping we have a wonderful trip filled with love, laughter and fun.

To defer or not to defer

That's the question that has been floating around in my mind for a few weeks now.  Background, back in May I applied to a City University as a Fall transfer student.  However, I missed the deadline by months.  I was supposed to file my application by February 1st. whoops  So now I'm on a wait list based off of seat availability.  I'm nervous that I may lose my application fee if do not get in.  I've been trying to reach someone but haven't been able to either get a straight answer or a live person on the phone.  I do know that if I defer I don't lose me application fee and it can be used for the Spring term instead of the Fall.  Now keep in mind that the Fall term for my school starts on the 24th of this month.  So if I do get in, I have to scramble for tuition.  I don't really want to wait for March to start going back to school, but I think I may be better off in the long run if I do wait. 


Oh what to do, what to do. HMMMMMM