Just want to run and cry

I swear when you think things are getting good, they're not! I'm so used to dealing with my own health issues that they don't phase me. But when it comes to my kids, I freaking lose it! And can you blame any parent really? What I thought was just nothing, turned out to be something. So now I have to take my poor daughter to not one but two different specialist to get her looked at. My poor little girl is a scaredy cat as is, so now she's truly worried and sad. I hate looking at my girl that way. And no matter how many times I say it will be OK, it's not enough for her. I just want my little girl to be fine. She's growing up to be a beautiful young lady and I don't want her to have to deal with health issues so early on in life.

Got my tattoo

Well I finally got my tattoo last night. It stands for all that I have endured while going to school and yet I prevailed. It feels so damn good to be done getting my associates. I can't wait till graduation next month. I haven't marched in a graduation since Junior High. This graduations means so much to me and I'm thankful for everyone that has helped me along the way.

Song of the day is.......

No more classes no more books no more teachers dirty looks..... lmao come on folks you know this one sing it with me. lmao

Even though I have started my educational career at Kaplan online towards my BA, I feel like that will be nothing since I have officially finished taking classes at my local community college. I am done! I conquered the school and will be marching down that isle next month with the other graduates. I can't freaking way. I was so excited to be done that I could not sleep for shit last night. But hey I don't care I done with campus classes. No more rushing to school now I can just go home after work, pick up my lil guy and be there for my daughter. Man knowing that feels fucking awesome!!!!!!

Busy busy busy

That's what I've been a busy little bee. I'm just about finished with classes at school, but started Kaplan online already. But as of this Thursday no more on campus classes for me YAY!!!!!!! I can't believe I finally fucking did it. I can't wait to be walking down that isle to get my degree next month. I'm so damn excited and nervous. But I'm going to do it and make my family proud!