Trying so hard not to obsess...

But it's freaking hard not to.  I really don't want to go into details over why I'm obsessing right now.  I'll let the cat out of the bag eventually, but I'm not ready to share with the world just yet.  I just can't stand when I get this way.  It freaking consumes my mind all damn day long and I can't afford for that to happen.  I have work and family to think about first.  Thankfully I'm still on summer break from classes.  But I bet if I had classes going on right now it would help me keep my mind busy.  The fact that work is kinda slow doesn't help either.  

Ughhhh I  hate this shit!